Only 11 days of work left. I am trying to finalize all the details of what is left of my job. I don't want to leave anything for anyone to have to cleanup after I leave.
Still struggling with my decision to turn down the chance to head straight to a new job when I am finished here. I really would love to have a nice chunk of money in the bank and feel like we are finally comfortable after all the years of getting by. I think I have talked it over with everyone I know. And gotten what is probably at least 50 differing opinions. But the one that I kept hearing when I talked about it was my girls saying "Mom you promised you would hangout with us this summer!"
It was weird at Church Sunday, Matt preached on fear (www.eaglecreekchurch.com podcast should be up soon). And it so spoke to me. That is really what is causing me to be hesitant. Fear. Fear of the unknown if I honor the promise I made to the girls to stay with them for the summer. What will happen in the fall if I don't take what I right there for the taking now. One friend said to me "Tomorrow is not promised". So here I sit. I am taking a huge risk (for me) and planning a fun summer with my girls with no prospect of a job in site! I am trusting in the lord.
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